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kenapa aku jadi begini? bila aku mula mempercayai seorang insan bernama lelaki, dia terbit dengan pembohongannya yang tak sudah. tolonglah. aku bukan bahan untuk kau permainkan kerana aku juga punya perasaan. jangan kau anggap aku patung yang boleh engkau mainkan. aku mungkin naif kerana mempercayai dirimu wahai lelaki tapi aku bukan bodoh untuk menerima apa sja yang tidak mungkin aku lakukan. lelaki, dengar, aku tak memerlukan mu lagi. aku masih punya ibu dan bapa, kawan yang baik. aku tak perlukan kau dan aku tak nak ada perasaan memerlukan kau. terima kasih kerana pernah menceriakan hari-hari aku namun kau jangan bagi alasan yang kau terdesak lagi kepadaku. aku muak mendengar segala2nya. cukuplah sampai di sini. cukup. masa aku masih panjang. disini aku berjanji, aku akan mencari seseorang yang layak aku gelar kekasih dan layak ayah aku panggil anak. dan yang paling pasti, seseorang yang lebih sempurna dari dirimu yang selalu menyakiti ku. selamat tinggal~

today, for the first time
i learn a valueable thing that i should know in life
life is not sumtin dat u can expected to.
sumtimes u win n sumtimes u lose
but, no matter wat happend
i will never let it go.

****

hati. suatu organ yang tidak diketahui kedudukannya oleh akal manusia. kerana hati pada sainsnya adalah tempat dimana ia bertindak sebagai pemyumbang kepada pencernaan makanan. bukan kepada pencernaan perasaan. dimanakah perasaan yang kita alami sebenarnya? aku terfikir. adakah minda kita yang mengaturkan segala perasaan yang tersemat dalam diri ini? untuk seketika aku terkesima dengan kenyataan seseorang. hati ini tidak boleh dipaksa. ok. kenapa mesti mggunakan perkataan hati? sedangkan kita mengerti dengan minda yang terbuka yang, perkara yang memproses segalanya yang berkaitan perasaan adalah minda. bukan hati. BUKAN HATI. aku sangat mengagumi fakta yang mengatakan senyuman yang paling menwan adalah senyuman yang spontan. kerana otot-otot di muka kita bertindak dengan teraturnya jika ia bergerak dengan spontan. ia akan kelihatan kaku jika kita memaksa diri untuk tersenyum. ok.

p/s
saya sayang awak. sanggup awak buat macam nie? ok. saya cari baru, k?

kenangan terindah~

life is funny

ur stung bee lips~

you brighten my day

last nite, i had a dream about us. together again in utp. counting numbers to look upon abg cute, walking around utp in the middle of night, cycling outside just to buy mirinda, staying up to watch japan drama. i miss that time so much. everyone said dat let bygones be bygones. but, i will not let it go as it was the best 4 months for me. word miss cant describe wat i felt inside.

p/s: i want to be everybody fwen again. nurul, syu, yu, mira, put, please let me be in ur heart as your friend forever.

missin u

Auburn - Perfect Two Lyrics

[Verse 1:]
You can be the peanut butter to my jelly
You can be the butterflies I feel in my belly
You can be the captain and I can be your first mate
You can be the chills that I feel on our first date

You can be the hero and I can be your side kick
You can be the tear that I cry if we ever split
You can be the rain from the cloud when it's stormin'
Or you can be the sun when it shines in the mornin'

[B-Sec:]
Don't know if I could ever be
Without you cause boy you complete me
And in time I know that we'll both see
That we're all we need

Cause you're the apple to my pie
You're the straw to my berry
You're the smoke to my high
And you're the one I wanna marry

[Hook:]
Cause your the one for me for me (for me)
And I'm the one for you for you (for you)
You take the both of us of us (of us)
And we're the perfect two

We're the perfect two
We're the perfect two
Baby me and you
We're the perfect two

[Verse 2:]
You can be the prince and I can be your princess
You can be the sweet tooth I can be the dentist
You can be the shoes and I can be the laces
You can be the heart that I spill on the pages

You can be the vodka and I can be the chaser
You can be the pencil and I can be the paper
You can be as cold as the winter weather
But I don't care as long as we're together

[B-Sec:]
Don't know if I could ever be
Without you cause boy you complete me
And in time I know that we'll both see
That we're all we need

Cause you're the apple to my pie
You're the straw to my berry
You're the smoke to my high
And you're the one I wanna marry

[Hook:]
Cause your the one for me for me (for me)
And I'm the one for you for you (for you)
You take the both of us of us (of us)
And we're the perfect two

We're the perfect two
We're the perfect two
Baby me and you
We're the perfect two

[Bridge:]
You know that I'll never doubt ya
And you know that I think about ya
And you know I can't live without ya

I love the way that you smile
And maybe in just a while
I can see me walk down the aisle

[B-Sec 1/2:]
Cause you're the apple to my pie
You're the straw to my berry
You're the smoke to my high
And you're the one I wanna marry

[Hook:]
Cause your the one for me for me (for me)
And I'm the one for you for you (for you)
You take the both of us of us (of us)
And we're the perfect two

We're the perfect two
We're the perfect two
Baby me and you
We're the perfect two