Rabu yang gembira.

susahnya bila satu benda depan kau, benda tu yang kau nak elakkan, benda tu yang kau nak lari daripada. haihhh. menangis rasanya hati. aku xmhu ada kaitan dengan dia tapi in the same time, he is one of my best buddies. yup. he's the one however i should go scram. huwaaaaaaa.

penat sangat mainan hidup ni. kikiki. bab hati bukan main tapi kalau cakap pasal jihad, pasal ummati terus terdiam. apa kau ni mimi? memang suka cakap pasal hati, suka cakap pasal benda yang tak de pekdahnya. come on laaa mimi. your heart just too weak to handle the life. be strong and be humble with your ability. you can do it. please dont give up. you are the best. Gambatte Kudasai Baby!!!

everyone kept blaming something. why boys that i know, mostly not the mengungkit type. sempoi, follow the flow. i'm pretty tired to have listen to your tantrum. can we just accept the reality and move on?

Hmmmmmmm.

Benar. Pada suaranya aku jatuh suka. Masya Allah. Aku tidak boleh untuk tidak men'take care' kan dia...

Sibukkan diri. Lupakan yang lama. Pergi ke hadapan dan jangan ulang benda lama lagi. Go Mimi!

Its not easy, you know. If you kept asking me that question.

Lupa pulak aku.

Harapan itu palsu. Xyah lah nak berharap lagi. Semua plastik.

Feelings and emoticon

Bila terlalu bercakap tentang perasaan, kau akan bosan. Kau akan malas. Begitulah aku. Terlalu bermain dengan perasaan. Hingga aku rasa sesak, lelah. Lalu aku mengundur diri. Tak mahu lagi bercakap tentang perasaan dan biar lah aku begini.

One of the reasons that I love being friend with guys, because they rarely talk about feeling. Most of the time fooling around. Talking nonseses. But mostly its not about feeling. I kind of like it. Althought, I am someone who talks about feeling but once in a while, I need some get away. I dont wanna talk and laughing bout feelings anymore. I wanna talk and fooling around. I wanna goofing around and go bananas. But...

The world is too serius.

I'm not serius enough to face the world. I'm not gonna change to be serius. I hate it. Daikirai.

Move on is about effort.

Kata nak move on tapi satu usaha pun aku tak buat. Tu silap aku sebenarnya. Baru aku ngerti. Mulut ni kata nk move on lah. Nak tunggu masa nak hilangkan rasa tu? Babe, imposibble. Move on is about yoh having your life better than before. So, lets move on. Meet new people. Do new things. And collecting new sight. Usaha tu penting. Doa dan tawakkal pun penting. Insya Allah sikit demi sikit, xde lah tu. Semua silap rupanya. Harap dengan bertambah umur ni, bertambah matang lah aku dengan dugaan semua ni. Insya Allah. Lets move on!