To be a bestfriend with girls, actually, I'm a bit afraid.
From I've been in primary school, in the end, those who I considered bestfriend, will abadoned me and push me away. Its the same in secondary school. Until now. They still kept pushing me away. That's why, I'm a bit afraid to spend time with you guys. I'm afraid that one day, you guys will be like them. After a good memory had been created, and I've started to believe, you guys will push me away and leave me alone. I'm afraid cause, I never had that kind of girl friend.
I'm sorry if I'm too anxious or who think a lot but I'm experience a lot and I cant afford another lost.