ending?

ketika suara mr.jale brkumandang, aku tunduk memikirkan satu perkataan. hmm.. ENDING. ada apa xtually dgn ending. semua org nakkan pengakhiran yg baik, yg indah, tp, apa guna nya jika pengakhiranyg baik namun masa sblmnya di isi dn pnuh penderitaan?? aku bukannya nk ckp aku xnk happy ending but, imagine, we only had 20-30% happiness. itz cruel, right?i mean,kita bertindakkjam trhadap dri sndiri. itu adalh dosa yg besar krana menzalimi diri sendiri. bg pndapat aku,kesudahan tidak sepenting jalan kita menuju untuk kesudahan. mcm, msa aku form5, siyeslly, aku bukan budak yg pandai, aku juz aughty girl trapped in situation of people being underestimate my parents bcoz of my dumbness. so, i try to study, at first, i always said dat study iz compulsory for me. i need to study 4 hours a day. but, on the way to spm exam,i realize sumtin. im not gettin any satisfaction by studying like that. i felt like trapped in sumbody life's. i try to be myself. well, i never study like before but still studying.hehehe. i try to fallin in love with my subjects. praised to ALLAH, HE makes my heart open to fallin with knowledge. then, i juz do whatever i like. trust me, im happy for the way i earn knowledge. and at the end, i got a happy ending. PRAISED TO THE ALMIGHTY. see?? we doesnt need o be hard to succeed. we juz need a little love of sumthing we want to do and a little prayer. god will help us with everything. lastly, im think that,ending iz not so important, wat the most imprtant iz the way we achieve our ending.

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sah2, xfhm mr.jale mngajar ape, smpat lg duk koya. hduih...