Wednesday, March 31, 2010

huh

tiba2 aku rasa cam nk mnulis. huh. bez kn klu dpt jd mcm iwase ken dlm cita proposal daisakusen tu. dp kmbali ke masa lampau n betulkan everything. if aku dapat betulkn wrong things, byk yg aku nk btulkan. antaranya
-aku nk jd anak yg berbakti n xtdo ptg2.
-aku nk mtk maaf dgn arwah aq for everything. only now, i realize i love him so much.
-aku xnk ketagih coca-cola
-aku nk blaja bersungguh-sungguh n dpt result straight a+
mmm..tulah sedikit sbyk things yg buat aku betul2 regret sampai lah skrg. namun, aku xleh pndg blkang. aku kna pndg depan.

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smpai skrg aku menyimpan sjuta kekesalan d hati apabila aku memikirkan apa yg aku lakukan kpd arwah. hmmmm.. i really like u but i cant say it when it comes time for it. huh. now, im the one who felt the pain forever and ever. but, as u said, i need to go on n let everythings gone. i have to forget u, datz wat u said. aq, no way i can forget u. u're the sweetest things had happend to me afta my mom n dad loves me so much.

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la, aq syg la.
kata-kata itu amat ku rindu.

2 comments:

  1. mie... wei.. aq turut sdey laa.. aissehh.. y mu xcter dis stry b4 dis? u get it under cver mie.at lis mu share laa nga geng2 mu.. o maybe diorg thu, but i dont?

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  2. no one had ever now it. till, bru nie, ad org mraha aku coz aku mnt sma aqiqi. siap ckp aku nie mcm2. so, aku pown punya maruah ugak. aku pown em.. serasa nk brithu plak.lg pown arwah sokmo tnyo dlu, blo nk ajok saentubik skali, nk knl jgk saen2 ore. tp..aku..emm..g2lah..

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